We were going to lose our shirts with regard to our enormous investments in very qualified people who, after one or two missions, could not continue to serve or who had become administrative discipline problems, ending up in jail, or worse, with some of them killing themselves.
Nous allions perdre l'énorme investissement que nous avions fait dans du personnel très qualifié qui, après une ou deux missions, ne pouvait pas continuer à servir ou qui avait des problèmes de discipline, se retrouvait en prison ou, pire encore, qui se suicidait.